once i wondered...

will we take the walk to forever...
or our last walk...to say goodbye?

i could feel that this is the last walk...
but why won't you say goodbye if is to be?

why won't you release us both...if that's how it should be?

if you no longer share the dreams we once had for us
why won't you give us both the peace we seek?

give me what i need

give me closure.

help me let you go.

ha ha

all the things in here are all illusion

unrealistic ambition

a delusion

and to think i stretched myself into believing he will want to be with me for real...

haaay elaine

GET REAL.